Poems Eduard Limonov, the book Helen Shchapov It is I, Elena (1984) из архива Ильи (г.Дзержинск)
Elena Kozlova-Schapova De Carlo (de Carli)
It is I, Elena: Interview with itself / / New York: "Basement", 1984, edited by K. Kuzminski,
Appendix: Limonov's poems, she devoted: - «green lawns and the squares of Rome ...»
- «These days couples cheering! ...»
- «What dalos tell us that ..."
- «I am ready to give support in the morning ...»
- «All in the wine-stained tablecloth ...»
- «You invented me trouble ...»
- «And You - dissolute stranger ..."
- «Madame gone. She ran ... »
- « How colloquially referred to ... »
- « Your Lover! My God - a nightmare! ... »
- « smells terrible quiet Medicine ... "
- «Helen! After all, you were a poet ... »
- « Sun. Scary it squares ... »
- « blatnaya my beauty ... »
- « My dear girl ... »
- "Lena, you Elena - an officer's daughter ...»
- «For the Lord open the page ...»
- «We drifts into a blissful edge ...»
- «I shout a joyful "Lena»! ... »
- « Actually, I certainly do not know ... »
APPENDIX: Eduard Limonov Helen from her former husband and unchangeable friend * * *
green lawns and the squares of Rome
My fate is unique
You remember we went to the villa visited
On the benches sat in silence
I remember the shadow. Movement shadow
wanted to be before you on your knees
We are there silent Russian bumped
eyes are large and steaming
You were crying - I drew a stick
the two of us but I loved
cared. There upon thee with
In Italy, we were so on the spot
(lazy clouds Romanesque prettiness
And even in Palma piniyah playfulness).
Limonov was a half-turn in the profile-floor
And the sun lit up her cheek goal.
His Elena now incorrect
As God is frivolous!
All hats breast
All flashing pens. feet. comb ...
Crazy how all the younger child
mad as all of Natasha. Tanya!
you are an adult. But what you have in your pocket?
Do not nail. Do not nuts. No matches? Oh
her dangerous habit!
not venture will bring up the good
She left me. Yesterday.
* * *
These couples cheering days!
these calls the threat of the sun!
I love not cars - horses
the old-fashioned love all roses!
young man with a visor
With flying off the shadow of spades
We stood with you together
there in the photo. And we're to blame
Life crazy curly smoke
little drunk. Loosely inhaled
good die young women
To cry would become
good to me shot
Police at the edge of the fence
and April realize was
or May - understand bastards!
* * *
Why tell us this dalos
anguish and hunger in the morning
fate of the Russian poet
chipped in half
I seem to shorter
As if the worse and stupider
about the quality of mine - scab
And you - the love of my soul!
loved Do you yes - a poet?
Ile empty nonsense
And the dust and grit - a handful of sand?
loved Do you let - me?
At home, his love for me?
laughed at him and teased
piece of grass with his foot mnya
pine tree in front of house attendants
Yes it was my only weapon. And it was my only weapon is that?
languished I'm with you shy
At immemorial summer
Stinks sun and potatoes
Foliage thinned by the heat
I was a peasant boy gavroshkoy
. Are you a white lady ...
* * *
support me in the morning ready to give
So a woman who liked to Gumilev, Akhmatova
from him gone
And my Elena as evil
sometimes manifests itself in the throes of a genuine national hero
* * *
All in the wine-stained tablecloth
And the wind smells of cabbage soup
And I like the old Father
I live now in light of
How terribly lonely!
dispersed all children
sad. Shallow.
I live now in light of
* * *
you penned me in trouble
that skvernopamyatnom year
Bede put a razor-
you to throat singing prayer
And I always adore you
was shocked crumpled
fallen on my thin
knees I prayed to the Great Lena
* * *
And you - dissolute stranger
foolish but expensive
child. Porcelain Doll
Mad goddess Flora
Paris! Spirits! Cafe-Chantal
Posh train was given a lady ...
* * *
Madame gone. She ran
Limonov shit mixed
And the world sang wheel
Well. And we live in!
* * *
How colloquially referred
«Insanely he loved her»
burning palaces and the birds sang
And under the window beast walked
I watched her all night
I would not let her eyes
fool a Frenchman for the bars, scotch
my darling had
I thought clever. For me the big
men. Well gave
A sex
were very simple things you
with the muzzle as the parade
early aging of the hands
you - angry at the front and rear
Throwing feet girlfriends
With an empty suitcase ridiculous
In Milan flew lightly
And I stayed chieftain
let almost died away
I had translated my covenants
A few days Elenushka - Ciric!
Noise Water sinister Years
Here devochkin not hear the cry
* * *
your lover! My God - a nightmare!
Yes mad You what?
Well lover! He's red-haired and old
Stupid. You can with it willy-nilly?
Pull ridiculous buffoon
And for those nasty arms
Eddie Limonov
lead to such torment and crucifixion
Woman! You seem to mind!
Poor creeping Elena
Surely you to him myself
Here went and sat down on his knees?
* * *
smells awful quiet medicine
this summer that I went out to meet
nabyu a sand and clay
Or am Helen mutilated
not give rest in the morning I
zolotokudraya Madame
How awful! Does not rest
Witch! Bitch! What is it!
* * *
Helen! After all, you were great Russian poet
size
Now thieves you hetaera
Oh sorry stricken years
I love your aging hands
reason with you, I'm not trying to
I love you even suffocate
(You will forgive me that night, Sasha)
I know one thing in this world
Where are all simple and easy
love only me - and even children
And above us the sky is deeply
People. Money. Numbers. Restaurants.
and dimensions of sex and place of
all just a mirage in the ray of Uranus
But the planet is yellow empty
In this life that are left
nice gesture. The wound on his chest
sprawling blood Alosta
and hilarious glory ahead
in death will militias
so incredibly young
Somewhere in the Carolina
Or Illinois. Somewhere in them
And others, if not heroes
pass that same - side
I do not know - What do you have such
I alas - the hero
* * *
Sun. Its terrible squares
And its deep-space
I do not know what you are guilty
where the planet is empty yellow
how easily and how eagerly
die in the world for the people and meets
in the world olive
Shaken underripe fruit
I love the sound of divination
In the ancient Roman gold forests
and augurs crossed arms
knives and prayer scope
Seem purple banners
in Central Park feet wealthy
burned. So will inexorably
A flat in the wilds of Lexington
On another you'll recall about it!
* * *
blatnaya my beautiful
Sick your face
In any hour I like
As it was in the land of their fathers
Let's say you did not notice anything
Living with me Considered together
my third wife
So once though ...
However Elemental ally
I recognize now
you had a beautiful inmate
I - villain and a beast
I will not give you a yacht development
not buy
worked in a daze influx
bad article written
I have you never driven in Chinese
to eat shark fin
Towns all of these paradisiacal
I hand you are not pulling
morning I gave two dollars
to have been would you model
wrote you the note naked
Stella you always bed
Being from work at night
your home is not caught
«remove! Do nothing! »
sat at the table. Sigh.
But all these external
I was convinced without the words
Wife I do not have these parts
And relative of the Gods.
* * *
My dear girl had a bad foot
left me like a squirrel
Now do not ask, "Wait!"
Walk the spontaneity and chaos
Bodi Bodi friendship with them
and French red with a tiny phallus
TO PUSH breast
But all these external
myself do not believe you are the most My
you always supernatural
Cause I wretch and the beast ...
* * *
Lena you Elena - an officer's daughter
what you have done - I arranged a night!
Lena you Elena - for what sins
God changed and killed poems
remember occurred in the temple marriage ceremony
kiss icons for both of us are told we
them and kiss passionately, and in the face of God
changed. Lost ring.
I think that the devil is us playing
candle burned down. Noisy curtain fell
Shadows our forever in this church are
Sweet-infinity is Rite
All the ends of the world to you under her skirt agreed
Zarko yes and damp released mucus
What God instead of the hole horror
If you touch it by pressing a little bit?
Lena Elena you in the red hat
its sweet siren for carriageways people
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Eddie dead in the grass reclines
red shirt ugly trembles
cries and cries and delighted you have shown
Lena Helena - My Dream Asian
another girl we will not entertain
This only wish. Let him head off
Lenka! Give Lenka! The most terrible price
's claims that a national hero
* * *
for disclosure of the Lord page
As always, if not follow
there was a bird you just
That put him in a cage and staring
knew I - you're not just a bird
Golden
thin pen I had to pray to the Lord for today
tomorrow and yesterday
I had to brow beat his knees
I had to go to the devil
to the skin on my Elena
Iron touching to see and observe
for disclosure of the Lord page
As always, do not keep track
Oh was you white tonkolitsey
Or you Lemons still asleep?
* * *
We drifts into a blissful edge
Blessed edge is called "Paradise»
There obese cornfields. funny herd
And just happy there is access there
We drifts through the yellow snow
We settled there forever
But pitiful smile Two days later
bewildered friend you give me
And we remember through eternity celebrate
past suffering. former
carelessness of the poor of the world to poor land
Sometimes that Lira is on the table
Sometimes game can sing
and truth and falsehood do not know, but we live
drifts into a blissful edge
And it is good. Remember and know.
* * *
I shout a joyful "Lena!"
She will throw me in his arms and wept
we gradually
And I chewed a piece dresses
And it was gently and madly
Since grew gardens in April
Lightning and silently
But it is without any purpose
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Now on the window sill in the morning
melancholy beats New York rain
I wake up early - vaguely
On polumertvetsa like
in an alley at her hand I am not a pale
buffoon of the old tales
She shaggy a thousand birth
arm strokes without safely
She herself gave them
And because those hairy
Beast requires people
My Soul - priceless board
I shout "Lena - I did that!»
She will throw me Throw into the arms of
sad idiot
You do not bite a piece dresses
* * *
Actually I certainly do not know
Can she or can not
fate this may or may not
me grasp the white hands
and lead to tonkoslozhnye flour
I certainly have a goal
just crazy about this body
This fleece on the weak breast
my goals frankly disgusting
My thoughts frankly creepy
and writing you from moisture
and coating of paper you
I'm something of course and I know of
what and whom I'm in you You open
is shaggy and Devil's Island
just sleep under one blanket
American city seems
wind and rain. Ocean giant
Nearby is enlarged Wet
Only it was not a story paper
terrible reality on my pillow
Pale Devil pale ears
Devil roams evenings
powder coated. Clothed stockings
sherstku hide delicates
In the world of men gathers tribute
But after midnight, the devil is
and crawls under the blanket.
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