I actually don't know why I'm writing here. I don't know why I'm writing in English. But it's not that bad, I practice the language and it's a good thing. And I don't even know if someone will read this. But I don't care that much, writing helps me a lot sometimes.
Today is Christmas! Oh well, it was Christmas, it's 21:46 now and the day's almost finished. I celebrate this day at my grandma's home with my mum, my aunt, my cousin and his girlfriend. I would never have imagined I could have such a fun with them! My cousin is really funny, I missed him a lot! We actually are not in touch that much, he has a job and likes traveling and I have the school and I often forgot about him. I feel sorry for this, he's ra good person! Although sometimes he gets nervous and angry for nothing XD
But today is a bit particular...I don't know why, but I don't feel the usual Christmas vibe at all. Maybe I'm only growing up, or maybe it's because I've not really celebrated Christmas lately. I used to go to my aunt's and celebrate there, but since my granfather died two years ago, we lost each other a bit :\ and so I found myself celebrating Christmas at my sister's house, with her husband and his parents. It wasn't that bad, but I've always felt like I was missing something, and that something were my aunt, my cousins and my grandma.
Today should be a day of joy and I'm transforming it in something really sad XD So come on, I do not have to be sad! After all, I Spent a great time today:) Aaaand I'm going out tonight! To the disco on Christmas, haha! I really really can not wait to be there with my friends, I'm sure I will enjoy myself a lot as always:)
So! Merry Christmas! I hope you Spent a great time! :)
See yaaa ~
