do not try this at home
I'm not sleepy, so I want to play pretend to be dead now, or never been born. The cabinet there, my friend room for sleeping on his bed there, the mosquito there, I just do not exist. If (not) commit myself in a bit 'too cease to exist here that says "I do not exist." And the fear of consciousness that dissolves, and the one that's afraid.
Done.
is amazing how well managed, although it is just a game ... no wait, now I remember: it was another game! I have never existed!
